I was actually productive today; yahoo!! finished some letters, worked on my grad school application, and figured out some things for my student loans. someone once told me that if you canβt find motivation, finish the easy tasks first so you gain the courage to do the big tasks. that worked well for me today!!
yesterday after my procedure, while i was waking up from the anesthetic, i:
1. told every nurse and doctor that i loved them
2. dmed a bunch of my friends and told them i loved them
3. tried to @ everyone in my private discord server to tell them i loved them, failed, couldnt figure out how to ping everyone, and then sent a bunch of messages saying that i loved everyone
4. called picks twice to tell her that i loved her
5. while walking inside the house, barely able to stand and with bf holding me up, saw two people working on the house next door, said hi to them, told them i had surgery, and tried to tell them i loved them before bf dragged me inside.
6. told my doctor, who i have to see next week, to his face, that i loved him
7. tried to call bf’s mom to tell her that i loved her, bf stopped me and told me she was at work. i then begged him to text her.
i’ve come to the conclusion that i should not be allowed access to my phone while waking up from anesthesia and my mouth should probably be taped shut. however, the nurse who was taking care of me told me that i was her favorite patient of the day and she liked me a lot. she then put me in the car and i rolled down my window and went “bye i love you have a good day” and then begged bf to take me to mcdonalds so i could have a cheeseburger.
how could i forget about the tweets i made
also here’s some of the dms i sent my friends
i really should not have my phone until anesthetic wears off.
2019 is going to be a great year because we’re going to fucking make it that way, no more of this “I hope good things come to me” shit, I’m gonna go out and drag good things to me by the fucking hair
SAME FRIEND, SAME
2019 Is The Year Of Not Even Remotely Fucking Around